The future questions are the ones I want to know.
- How much worse?
- Will FA keep me from working? When?
- Will it kill me? How?
- What's my life expectancy?
The last one he might be able to answer generally. I am too scared to ask that, though.
I know it is rather pointless to know the future. Not much I'd do different if I were going to die tomorrow. Maybe be nicer to God, buy my niece a life-size TARDIS and my nephew a dancing Groot. Other than that ...
Not that I don't have regrets -- "more than a few" -- but nothing to do about them now but regret them. So I do.
I guess that means I have lived a pretty good life. Not that I am ready to die.