Yuck

I had a good idea for writing about something disability-related and quite embittering, in a good way, of course. Instead I learned today that: A) my sister-in-law is in the hospital, to which I thought/prayed "give me a f-----g break, God." Then I asked the saints to look out for her, not that they get high marks from me. B) One of the few non-bitter parts of my life, horseback riding, has become one of the worst. My teacher left another program or was forced out. I am ready to follow her again, though I am getting tired of it. And the program that she just left kept my horse, I think to try to keep me. Like I need this stress.