Conflicted

I really don't know how I am. 

I am scared but not really sure of what. I don't think I am worried about getting sick.

I desperately want to return to normal but think that it is being done too fast.

I miss my friends but find it a challenge to text or email them.

 

I am tired of staying home but struggle to even walk around the block.

I think everyone should wear masks but on my handful of walks I haven't worn one.

I am just tired but still not sleeping well.

Probably no different from a lot of other people.