Sad

As I am sure you must realize by my lack posting, things are crappy (except for yesterday, when I was walking with a friend).

I am sleeping poorly, not a sleep apnea thing, I just can't fall asleep.

The apnea machine is being approved by insurance because clearly a company knows better than my doctor if I need one.

The sore on my butt is no worse but not better.

The incontinence medicine I am taking is crazy expensive and doesn't work as well as I hoped.

I fell in the bathroom at work, which is a funny story. But I Don't feel funny.

I am just sad.