Stop thinking

I am thinking too much.

This I nothing new or surprising. I always think too much.

It is just for the past year, everyone had legitimate worries. But now as things get better, I worry about silly things.

For instance, today it occurred to me that Mom became a grandparent at 50. It is highly unlikely that I will when I turn 50.

I know times have changed, and none of my 50+ siblings are near grandparent status, at least that I know of. (Siblings over 50. My family isn't that big.)

I suspect I need to start seeing my counselor again.