Suck that, depression

This morning I got on the toilet as I normally do, and instead of transferring off when I finished, debated just sitting on it all day.

I'm not sick or anything. I think this thought, which is not new, is related to three issues.

• First and probably only counting for 5%, I have evacuation issues, which if I stay on the toilet are eliminated.
• Second and maybe 15%, transferring back to my chair is a challenge. Most of my falls come during this transfer.
• But the lion's share is related to depression. Not awful but niggling. Lots of stuff: my disease, the world, the cold, evil, my shoulder ... Cold is a biggie these days.

Instead, I got dressed and took Fame for  a walk in the miserable cold.